Escaping reality.

Had an amazing weekend over at Sentosa Cove. Sometimes I wonder how life would be, if I were to live in an area away from the buzzing city. Yesterday felt really nice because of how peaceful it was, I didn't feel like I was in Singapore - where life feels like an endless race most of the time. It's been a really tough semester in school and there are times where I doubt my own capabilities... Sometimes I just wish I could drop everything and leave them all behind, go somewhere and experience a different life... But I can't escape reality forever. Each time I feel like giving up, I just have to perpetually remind myself how far I've come over the years, how hard it was to scrape through every single moment, then suck it up and move on.

An optimist would say the glass is half full, whereas a pessimist would say it's half empty. If you can't change the situation, change your mind and look at things from a different perspective, maybe that would help. Have a good week ahead darlings. X

Hurt

I'm so hurt. Times like these, I wish I had a switch to turn off my feelings. Haven't felt this way in such a long time. My mind's in a complete mess, and I can't even find the right words to express the way I feel. What happened to our promises? What do they even mean to you? Why do the people I love, the ones that I've so much hope for, the ones I choose to trust wholeheartedly, always have to end up hurting me? I wish I could shut that side of me out, I wish I could stop caring for everyone. BUT I CAN'T. I feel bad even when I get mad at people. Can someone tell me what I'm supposed to do? I feel confused, I feel broken, but I don't wanna be the one walking out. I don't wanna be given such a responsibility. I don't wanna be the one regretting. I don't wanna live in such misery knowing I was the one who  called the last shot. 

How does one look at someone they love and tell themselves it's time to walk away?

Update on my life

Hey guys!!! Today has gotta be my happiest day of 2014 because I've finally completed my new blog skin and set up my very own domain after nearly 2 months! Hip hip hooray! Well, this explains why I haven't really been updating regularly as I wanted to focus on shifting my page away from blogger to my own domain, as well to work on my design. Now that I've finally stopped using Blogger, I just wanna rant about how much I hated it. It has given me so many problems with my posts etc over the last few years. I've lost several blog posts previously because of its poorly designed functions as well. Not to mention, I spent USD239 on this domain because of some asshole person X who bought my domain just so that he could sell it to me at such a ridiculous price. Call me dumb, but I thought it was something worth investing in, besides, I couldn't wait till the day person X wakes up and decides to stop being an asshole. Just wanna mention that these aren't my own assumptions, someone who knew person X kindly informed me about it. Since I'm in an extremely good mood, I'm just gonna chuck this aside.  

That being said, I really hope you guys like it!

Please do take some time to browse through my page as I put in quite a lot of effort for every section. As you can see, under the "Contact" tab, I've actually set up my own P.O box where you guys could mail me things; letters, gifts etc. Just don't send me death threats or an annabelle doll. Hahahaha. Do try to leave your name so that I could tag you if I were to share them on my social platforms, I'll check them once in awhile :)

Anyway, there are still more stuff coming your way, especially MY NEW MERCHANDISE!!! Some of you might be aware that I used to own a webstore when I was younger, selling pre-loved items and it was doing really well, just that I got really lazy eventually :p And I've always wanted to have my own store again, but instead of selling things that you can easily find else where, I thought why not come up with my own merch? So I'll be collaborating with my designer and coming up with Tshirts, Tanks and maybe more stuff along the way. Of course, the designs wouldn't be like an image of my huge ass face printed on the items... Unless you want it? ;) Lol kidding. I'm still in the midst of sorting everything and if you've anything you'd like me to sell, do leave a comment and I'll see if I could work something out.

I'd be pretty busy for the next couple of weeks as my exams are round the corner and there are a number of really exciting things lined up for my YouTube Channel in the next two months.

I'll still try my best to update this space as much as I could, but do bear with me! Meanwhile, feel free to navigate and explore my new design. Tell me how you feel about it, and share it if you like it! ;)

P/s Just wanna thank you guys for all the constant support; I've finally reached the 100k milestone on Twitter, and I'm just 5 thousand more subscribers away on YouTube. I love you so much! xoxo